My family started attending church when I was in elementary school. I knew who Jesus was, but didn’t understand what it meant to have a relationship with Him. I’ve always been independent and liked to feel in control, which often led to stress and anxiety. I chased performance, achievement, and the approval of others rather than seeking the Lord, and fear kept me in my comfort zone, rather than trusting in His best for me.
In high school, I began taking my faith more seriously through retreats that helped me know God on a deeper level. Moving to college gave me the independence to pursue my faith more fully. Getting involved in ministry and surrounding myself with friends who love Jesus has changed me in so many ways.
I’ve realized much of my struggle came from trying to be in control. Refocusing my life to glorify God has brought incredible peace and freedom, knowing that I don’t have to live in fear of the future. My strength comes from Him, not my own effort. Recently, God has placed it on my heart to publicly declare that I’ve surrendered my life to Jesus.
It’s amazing to look back and see how He’s provided and transformed my heart. He continues to remind me that He alone is enough. Colossians 3:2–3 says, “Think about the things of heaven, not the things of earth. For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God.” I’ve learned my life isn’t about me—it’s about glorifying Him in everything I do. Jesus brings deep joy and peace, and I’m so excited to take this step of obedience through baptism and share my story as a testament to His goodness.